One of my favourite singers, Herbert Grönemeyer once worded it very nice: Ruhe gibt es genug nach dem tod, i.e. there's plenty of rest after you've died. I think I agree.
It will happen. I don't know when yet. I will find out more sometime this week when I see the specialist. The recent hemhorage indicates (I think) that it will be sooner than I had hoped.
HAHAHA. That because you're not here to watch my periodic freakouts. I have these little panic attacks about retarded things like not being able to crochet, or not being able to see what my clothes look like... it's weird. It's the little stuff that freaks me out the most.
Which seems perfectly normal to me. As it is the little things that make you realise how important big things are. Am I talking gibberish already? Let me just quote a nice song that springs to mind:
Before I met you baby the little things in life just passed me by the sound of children laughing the tune of a forgotten lullaby
I am quoting by heart, not that it matters much. I think you get the idea. It is by a band called Green on Red by the way.
I once taped an album by them once, but they really opened my eyes with an acoustic session for the Dutch radio. 3 songs and all as brilliant as I could imagine. Somehow they never made many more albums, nor have I bothered searching for them. I guess they must have split up by now. Most bands from the late eighties have.
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Date: 2004-01-04 01:06 pm (UTC)On a more serious note: I assume we're still talking years here, perhaps decades, not months...
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Date: 2004-01-07 12:16 pm (UTC)Before I met you baby
the little things in life just passed me by
the sound of children laughing
the tune of a forgotten lullaby
I am quoting by heart, not that it matters much. I think you get the idea. It is by a band called Green on Red by the way.
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Date: 2004-01-08 04:15 pm (UTC)Are you sure it was just once? :P
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